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Sunday, August 15, 2010, 14:37
Start of a new chapter.

Time waits for no man. I'm 20 already, almost there, almost becoming a full-blown adult who has to be responsible for herself and family. Responsibilities. Things I want to pursue. Too many.

I still want to enjoy the frivolous things I've been sinking myself in. Dramas, stories, comics, shopping. Brainless taiwanese variety shows.

I dread the day I am accountable to someone, whoever it is. Parents, society, others. Whatever. I don't want to.

I want to be a sloth and a menace to society. The sort of unproductive person in the labour market.

But nope. No can do. I need to be responsible for financing/supporting myself and my frivolous past times.

And this simply means getting a damn job.

Maybe firstly, I should stop conforming to societal expectations. Break out of my comfort zone/safety path. I need to know if the legal sector is where I want AND need to belong, not just either.

I'm blabbering.

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